I feel it welling up inside
And Robert Smith lied,
Boys do cry and with
Blood tears in my eyes I'm an Anne Rise novel come to life
I can't hide the monster… anymore
One can, only feel desolate for so long until
One starts to change into
Something the mirror doesn't recognize
Metamorphosize
The darkness has been biding it's time
To claim its latest victim,
Fresh meat for carnal desires,
To become, what I became
I viewed the sun for the last time

Will you still hold me when you see what I have done?
Will you still kiss me the same,
When you taste my victim's blood?
So crimson and red,
I feel it flowing from your lips (Crimson and red)
My heart is dead and so are you

And it pulses through,
The desire to change, to deconstruct
All of my,
All of my past failings
But where to begin because when you live in sin
It's hard to look at saints,
Without them reflecting their jet black auras back on you
And all I have is hope,
My inner burn's not fading,
I'll wipe the blood from my cheek and get on with my day

Will you still hold me when you see what I have done?
Will you still kiss me the same,
When you taste my victim's blood?
So crimson and red,
I feel it flowing fro your lips (Crimson and red)
My heart is dead and so are you

And all I have is hope
And all I need is time
To bury in pine under six feet of time
The lies I told me about myself
Claw my way out,
Pick the splinters from under my fingernails
I won't lose hope,
I won't give in
Just live and breathe, try not to die again
Just live and breathe, try not to die again
Just live and breathe, try not to die again
Try not to die again

Will you still hold me when you see what I have done?
Will you still kiss me the same,
When you taste my victim's blood?
So crimson and red,
I feel it flowing from your lips (Crimson and red)
My heart is dead and so are you